Baby # 1

Hey! My name is Carmen Rain and I am attempting the 100 baby challenge. I moved to the big city of Bridgeport, which is crawling with vampires and all kinds of funky sims.

This is my apartment, it is my first time living on my own and I was able to furnish my house and still have 1,000 left over. I feel very accomplished.

Since I am going to be having 100 babies I decided to be a self employed painter. It won't require all my time, but it will bring in extra money when needed.

Some neighbors came by to welcome me into my new house, and I found one who looked like a good looking man for my first baby. I explained to him that I am doing a challenge and would love for him to be the father of my first baby. He was more than excited and willing to do the deed.

We got busy right away and I actually started to feel something for him, so I had to keep telling myself I was only in it for the babies. The truth is he is the only guy I have slept with since my high school sweetheart Brad.


After all the fun I was really hungry so I went inside to fix some dinner. I decided I would eat something light since once the cravings come I have no clue what kind of junk I would eat! I hope it isn't something like ice cream and pickles.


After I ate dinner, I finished up the dishes. Then realized it was much later than I thought and decided it was time to get ready for bed.


Before I could get to bed I ran to the bathroom and barfed. I was so excited because I knew this confirmed my pregnancy!

I brushed my teeth, and pondered what would be in store for me tomorrow.


Then I hopped into bed, for a wonderful slumber.


When I woke up the next morning I decided it was lovely day to go to the park. I seen a woman playing guitar, she wasn't that good but I felt like being nice so I gave her a tip anyways.


As soon as I got home I wanted to read a book about pregnancy because I had no idea what to expect or what being a mother was all about. I didn't really have a mother growing up, she was always in and out of jail so I stayed at friends most of the time.



I made some macaroni and cheese for dinner. As you can see my belly is already getting bigger, so I am more hungry than usual.



That night I decided to blog a little before going to bed, it helps me keep my mind off the the fact that I keep thinking I won't be a good mother. I don't know why I keep having these thoughts, but I hope as soon as I see my precious baby they will go away.


The next morning I was even more hungry than usual so I thought pancakes sounded like a good thing to eat. I was also feeling very tired even though I had just woken up.


I had just finished doing the dishes and thats when the pain struct. The baby was coming!! I gathered my bag and headed to the hospital, this was really it, no take backs.


Everyone welcome baby Trevor Rain! Isn't he precious? (SORRY ABOUT THE WHITE STUFF IT WAS BAD CC)I am the proudest mom alive!


When we got home I fed Trevor a bottle and headed off to bed. I had a nightmare that Trevor was stuck in the elevator and no one could get him out, but thankfully it was just a nightmare.


The next day was Trevor's birthday and he is the cutest toddler that I have ever seen! I love him so much, I can't understand how any mother could abandon their baby.


I didn't want to waste anytime so I started teaching Trevor how to walk as soon as we were done celebrating his birthday. He is such a smart little boy, he didn't even fall once.



Then it was time to teach Trevor how to talk. I told him to say pan and he said paa so I got a little frustrated and shouted PAN not PAA! I felt so disgusted with myself that I could get so frustrated with my little baby! I had to take some deep breaths and reassure myself that I am nothing like my mother.



After a tough day of learning all new things. Trevor played quietly in his room with his teddy bear. I decided to take advantage of this time and paint some pictures so I could get some extra money.



While I was painting I remembered that tomorrow is Trevor's birthday. Oh how time flies! I can't believe my toddler is going to be a child!


The next day we celebrated Trevor's birthday alone since I wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.


Here is Trevor as a child. He is still so cute! As I starred at him, I couldn't help but think of his father. Wait!? Why am I thinking of his father? What is wrong with me? I think I might need to seek out a counselor.